faster and faster and faster.

..whelp, day two of my fast is going along well. Aside from my mental break down last night. The first day always seems to be the most emotional one for me.. I just pitty those subjected to my presence yesterday.. especially my poor boyfriend. I think at one point I was yelling about how i wasn't mad at him, but that i loved him immensely.. and he couldn't understand how i was capable of making those words sound so hateful with the tones in my voice..

But on a side note.. I officially have two photohoots scheduled for the month of May. I'm really excited too, because now I actually have a reason to lose weight other than my own self destructiveness. It's relieving tho because i haven't been on a set since November.. and its been really bugging me. I know a part of the reason I have been out of work has to do with me relocating several states away from my regular jobs.. but hopefully I can get some work thru this new agency I want to sign with.. smehh.

Well I think I'm gunna make this post short and sweet.. and hopefully ill have something good to report after my fast ends. Keep your fingers crossed for me.

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