so, this is me now.

..I suppose I should start by introducing myself. I am k. A 23 year old American. I enjoy painting, drawing, making music, listening to music, modeling, dancing, and well looking at anything aesthetically pleasing, to be honest ...and the most obvious part of me that will be discussed in this blog, I am food and weight obsessive. I am currently 5'3 and weigh in at an average of 115 lbs, my goal weight is 100 for now. I would prefer a bmi of no more than 17.8 and will not rest easy until I am there. I guess I decided to start this blog today because I am feeling overly guilty about what I consumed today and don't want to purge, its just not my thing, I'm not good at it, and it hurts like hell compared to fasting. Today was unusually off for me and I'm feeling even worse about it because i just came off a three day detox water fast, and after all that effort I put onto flushing my body, I ruined it all with the crappy I ate today. But there is nothing I can do about it now, but start over again tomorrow. <3K